I for a long time had a sort of idealized view of a relationship, and at the same time I have noticed that through every kind of relationship I have, romantic or has the potential for romance, male or female, I sabotage the situation through one course of action or another. Now I do this consciously sometimes but other times I don’t. Other times I don’t even realize that some portion of my personality is chipping away at whatever foundation I may have for the relationship.

I dont really know what I am trying to get at. Like Right now for whatever reason I THINK I am okay without a guy or girl beside me but what if thats my way of sabotaging the relationships to come? At this point I think I may be overanaylzing EVERYTHING but its something I cant help thinking about.

Afterall, even if I am okay with it; when I end or cutoff a relationship, someone may end up hurt in some way.

Thanks for listening

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