You know every year December has two very important days. December 8th and 9th. The first being my birthday of course but the later seems to always make me think more and more as it approaches. December 9th marks the day I met my first real freind.  I dont think I ever told Jordan just how important his freindship was to me (in the fact that it was my first real freind).  I am sure had I met jordan on any other day I would have not Rememberd the date had it not occured after my birthday, but I concider Jordan’s Freindship and that date birthday gifts from that year.

 Five years ago. . .I was a huge emotional mess. I couldent controll my emotions or imagination and no matter what anyone says, Even not having control over your imagination is not a good thing. I cried when made fun of, noone liked me or took the time to look past my quirks. Jordan has always no matter what I have thrown at him looked past those quirks.

Kid with ADHD like noone has ever seen? Well he is fun to hang with and is a good freind.
Wiccan? Well Thats new, lets learn more.
Gay? Bi? Just labels, Kyle is still a good person.

 So as December 9th looms closer, I think of people who are and have been in my life and stood beside me, not questioning the things I do unless it was for my own good.

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Thea was another person like Jordan only I clicked with her on levels even deeper than him. We understood  eachother without speach even before we were freinds. Her family loved me without even knowing me. She gave me the confidence to be who I was in a world that threatened to hurt me on very servere levels every day.

I can Remember one day when me and Thea ran through a pouring torrent of rain as if it was a drizzle and loved it. I remember that day more vividly than anyother and Thank whatever higher power may be for that day, that day was a gift that I will cheresh always.

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George was another person  . . .who I am sad to say that I think now I may have lost completely. He has problems now I wish I could help him with but I havent spoken with him in a long time and can only hope he will get better.  He was differnt as a freind as he pushed me to have thicker skin (mentaly and physicaly) to deal with the real world. A gift I live with every day  (my parents will understand that sentance better than anyone else lulz)

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 And even now I have very good freinds that I concider gifts all around me pushing me and helping me become a better person. They help me live as me. I treasure those gifts and hope they do the same, if not maybe thats something I can help them with?

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