My Inward Pains
I only meant to say it once
Guessing its too late I move forward
Everyone’s indifference to my inward pains
Makes me hurt throughout.
Rolling around in the pit of my stomach
I have a bunch of questions none can hear
If I ask twice will it get through?
My words caught at the pass
Cut off by the refresh button
Everyone’s indifference to my inward pains
Reduces my soul to a handful of pixels
For me all that matters is the next day
The next day that brings in a new dawn
A new dawn that with it brings redemption.
I only meant to ask twice
Assuming you diddnt catch it the first time
Everyone’s indifference to my inward pains
makes me hurt throughout
Forced to grow up while everyone treats me like a child
Urged to manipulate those closest to me.
My older sister says “I can hear your tears”
My words stuck in my throat
Cut off by the Ritalin sliding down
Everyone’s indifference to my inward pains
Reduces my spirit to a pile of milligrams
Falling I scream out for help
Drowning I gasp for air
These days all I wish for is rejuvenation
I only meant to plead one last time
Forcing you to move the knife from my neck
Everyone’s indifference to my inward pains
Moves my own Knife
(little note for nosey Fucks, if you read Suicide into the last 2 lines your a prick. Call me before you jump to any thing like that. I wrote the lines beacuse they sound nice)
Hey you…this is Kitty! I told you that once I got home I’d look up your website.
You’ve done an awesome job here! Thank you for sharing it with me.
I will take time to read all that you’ve written and all the work you’ve done.
It was great meeting you all and I look forward to chatting with you all again if you go to the next full moon circle.
Abundant Blessings and remember…Intend in the positive. It truly works!
Kitty…aka ‘LilacGoddess’